almost two months of drifting in hopes and dreams.
it's time for me to come back to reality.
stop hoping.
it's time for me to come back to reality.
stop hoping.
- Mood:
nah
after four days of nauseousness, diarrhoeaing and 2 days of meds, the pink glow of my room had receded back under my bed. cheeeeerios! i sure hope this doesn't strike again! thanks so much for the outpouring of care, concern and well-wishes! :)
- Mood:
happiness
on a side note, shi han is in beijing! being a nice person, i orchestrated a surprise birthday celebration for him. hopefully, it was sufficiently surprising enough. so anyway, here are the pics from the celebration and another night out for dinner.
- Mood:
diarrhoea-ish
i recently placed a xmas sock on my door. it came as a surprise that some people threw some candies in. stuff i'd received include chocolate, lollipops and melon seeds. truly surprised. but this was not the only thing that surprised. something else did too.
- Mood:
cheerful
ever wondered what you'll do if your life is threatened? read the following:
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2B News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_309959.htm l?vgnmr=1
"She ended off by saying, if I don't make it out of here, I love you all."
frankly, i do not know what i would do if i were to find out i only have minutes left to live.
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2B
"She ended off by saying, if I don't make it out of here, I love you all."
frankly, i do not know what i would do if i were to find out i only have minutes left to live.
winds are getting really strong. i've decided on what to do. it's cold. perhaps it'll be numb soon too.
- Mood:
exhausted
it's gonna get freezing and i'm at a lost of what to do. the drought persists. perhaps i should just get used to it. abandon the hope of rain. the cycle is back. for some weird reason, the cycle repeats itself. no wonder it's called a cycle huh. right.
- Mood:
cynical
what i want and what i should do are two totally different things.
- Mood:
contemplative
one would think that life post-midterms will be all exciting and fun right? i was kinda expecting that too, but frankly, it's just pretty normal. after my last midterm paper, i went with michelle and ruilin to watch 海角7号 at an extremely ulu cafe which has a huge plasma tv and us as the only patrons. we had the whole place to ourselves and we just lounged on the sofas and watched the movie while sipping nice warm ginger red tea and bursting into moments of laughter. hehe... shuangness.
happiness is kinda shortlived though. on monday, i had HIVES! can you believe it? for the uninitiated, hives is essentially a rash on the skin normally caused by an allergic reaction or emotional stress. the last time i had hives was when i was really young and it was due to seafood. that phase subsided after a week or two and i was back devouring prawns and crabs. this time around, i have absolutely no idea what triggered the allergic reaction. i was trying to sleep at 10plus at night and it started itching. thinking that i've got a mosquito in the room, i scratched a bit. little did i know that it soon spread. arghs. woke up at 11plus to shower and applied loads of calamine lotion. didn't exactly help though. after a futile attempt to get to sleep, i logged online at about 1am and thankfully, kelvin told me that clarityne is a antihistamine. popped a pill and soon enough, the itch subsided. no relapses since the fateful monday. phew... the cause of the episode still remains a mystery...
to ze: erms... it feels kinda weird that you're actually dropping me "hope i'm well" msges on my blog instead of facebook or msn... anyways, i'm well :) fyi, the clarityne totally worked!
happiness is kinda shortlived though. on monday, i had HIVES! can you believe it? for the uninitiated, hives is essentially a rash on the skin normally caused by an allergic reaction or emotional stress. the last time i had hives was when i was really young and it was due to seafood. that phase subsided after a week or two and i was back devouring prawns and crabs. this time around, i have absolutely no idea what triggered the allergic reaction. i was trying to sleep at 10plus at night and it started itching. thinking that i've got a mosquito in the room, i scratched a bit. little did i know that it soon spread. arghs. woke up at 11plus to shower and applied loads of calamine lotion. didn't exactly help though. after a futile attempt to get to sleep, i logged online at about 1am and thankfully, kelvin told me that clarityne is a antihistamine. popped a pill and soon enough, the itch subsided. no relapses since the fateful monday. phew... the cause of the episode still remains a mystery...
to ze: erms... it feels kinda weird that you're actually dropping me "hope i'm well" msges on my blog instead of facebook or msn... anyways, i'm well :) fyi, the clarityne totally worked!
- Mood:
good
i took a midterm on tuesday and the results are out today. another one on saturday. gosh.
- Mood:
grumpy
曲终人散
- Mood:
无
you'll always remember your first because you know it's your first
you'll never remember your last because you never know this will be your last
you'll never remember your last because you never know this will be your last
- Mood:
exhausted
老师说的:
短头发是头皮的法向量
长头发是头皮的切向量
短头发是头皮的法向量
长头发是头皮的切向量
- Mood:
muggerish
it rained last night
washing the dust in the air away
i woke up to a clear blue sky
it was cold
4 to 14degC
but the whole point was the wind
up to 30km/h strong
i kinda forgot how strong winds in beijing could get
this reminded me
i cycled against the wind
shivering under my coat
when i went out again, i wore a scarf
warmth it gave
washing the dust in the air away
i woke up to a clear blue sky
it was cold
4 to 14degC
but the whole point was the wind
up to 30km/h strong
i kinda forgot how strong winds in beijing could get
this reminded me
i cycled against the wind
shivering under my coat
when i went out again, i wore a scarf
warmth it gave
- Mood:
...
前些温暖的日子已经过去
进入深秋的北京寒冷许多
路上落叶的数目逐渐增加
太阳照射的时光逐渐减少
北京将离开深秋步入初冬
进入深秋的北京寒冷许多
路上落叶的数目逐渐增加
太阳照射的时光逐渐减少
北京将离开深秋步入初冬
- Mood:
indescribable
daniel powter sang the song "bad day", he really should change the lyrics to "bad week" for me. the past week basically sucked. it all started on wednesday. i started the day rather late, waking up at about 10am before i did a few questions for my tutorials and commented on facebook that i love wednesdays as it's a pretty slack day for me. disaster struck at night, when i was doing more tutorial questions. i left the computer on as i did my tutorial. someone msged me on msn so i proceeded to check the msg. that's when it all happened. the pin wheel started spinning. never ending. after 3 mins, i decided to cut the power supply of my computer. guess what, it could never boot up after that. sigh... in a nutshell, my hard disk CRASHED. together with the crash, it brought with it lots of photos i took in nz and sydney and lots more in china. SIGH... thankfully, i managed to fix my laptop by changing the hard disk. on friday, i bit my own lip! now, i've got an ulcer waiting to erupt thanks to that. oh man... this week is bad, real bad. will it please get better...
- Mood:
calm
just in case you think i'm gonna launch into this whole emo entry, let me disappoint you. nope, it's not gonna be an emo entry, just some thoughts and stuff that happened over these few days.
my national day holidays ended. well, are about to end in an hour's time that is. it's amazing how fast a week went by. frankly, i didn't do much. i had wanted to complete a lot more than i actually did. still, it was great to just laze around and visit cities neighbouring beijing such as tianjin and qinhuangdao.
it seems that the end of 20+degC days is here. thanks to the autumn rains, temperatures are averaging in its teens. no more shorts, no more t-shirts, say hello to jeans and jackets.
my national day holidays ended. well, are about to end in an hour's time that is. it's amazing how fast a week went by. frankly, i didn't do much. i had wanted to complete a lot more than i actually did. still, it was great to just laze around and visit cities neighbouring beijing such as tianjin and qinhuangdao.
it seems that the end of 20+degC days is here. thanks to the autumn rains, temperatures are averaging in its teens. no more shorts, no more t-shirts, say hello to jeans and jackets.
- Mood:
randomish
放假咯!yeaps! it's the hols once again. before you start commenting that i seem to have a lot of holidays, let me say a few things. firstly, our summer holidays was only for 11 weeks, of which, 5 were spent on summer classes. next, this week's break will be my only break for my 18 weeks long semester. it's extremely precious! well, instead of traveling, i'm taking this hols to do my tutorials and catch up on some reports that i gotta do. will be a hols well-spent i hope. :P anyway, i made a few collages with the photos of the places i visited over the past few months:






- Mood:
slackerish


